I need to make a confession to myself. Few people that I have met in my life have influenced me to a great extend. But unknowingly I have started expecting certain behavior from their side.
Looks like it’s a natural tendency. Strange thing has happened with me. I heard about my friend dating someone who I know. I was disappointed with him. And the fact that I cannot confront him as he hasn’t supposedly told me yet , made it more vulnerable. Suddenly after a week I realize I don’t want to talk to him.
This makes me think what went wrong or rather what is that I did not like. Is it the fact that he is dating or is it that he is dating a wrong person?
The real question is am I the person to even talk about this. I always had a picture of the girl my friend should date, the qualities that she should have. May be it bothers me that his girl friend does not fulfill my expectations.
But is that it or am I just making myself feel better by saying this.
Honestly, there is something more to it. I use to idolize my friend. I use to think he can never go wrong. He is dating his best friend’s ex., that to without talking to his best-friend. Yes, that’s what is bothering me. It scares me, what would happen when his best-friend will figure it out. Will he be upset or just throw some random viscous comment and move on. Does my friend deserve this!
Today sitting in office trying to get work done I ask myself, should I really be bothered of all this. Should I really be the one to predict? Should I really be the one to judge? He did not even care to tell me. He chosed an easy way out of this. May be that’s what is good for now. May God Bless them both and give me the vision, the strength to Take It Light!
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